Quick with lips, Just tear me apart.

Wow it’s been a while.

makebelieve — Mon, 14 Aug 2006 05:36:59 +0000

Well I’m graduated, thats done with. That chapter of my life complete, whats next I don’t know, it’s me and Adam’s one year soon so I have that to look foreward to! I should be moving to Edmonton soon, well as soon as I get the money. That’s all I really have to say.

Oh well get the new Three Days Grace album it’s amazing!

Where we’re you when I was at the Airport?

makebelieve — Sat, 04 Mar 2006 00:06:54 +0000

Well then, wow. I don’t really know what to say…Lately it seems like my life has been the scariest rollercoaster ever, with more turns and flips then I would ever want to be apart of and I want off this ride. I don’t think I can take another emotional breakdown, they’re getting closer and closer together. Countdown 9 months til I’m out of this hell.

Here’s my first post…

makebelieve — Thu, 02 Mar 2006 20:26:23 +0000

From now on I keep to myself. My thoughts and my feelings to myself. I’ve lost all reason to put any trust in anyone except for a handful of people. What is this world coming to? I don’t know, but I do know that I want no part in it. I want to leave it all, move away from here and all the immaturity and ignorrance that comes along with it, only taking the one I love with me. Maybe if I do that then for once things will start to go right in my life.

I’m better then all of this, I have a life to look foreward to, I have plans for myself, goals to achieve, but I can’t achieve these goals with everyone bringing me down. For once I want to be the person who isn’t always put down and kicked around. For once I’ve had true happiness, but it’s always short-lived because of this life, from now on that’s changing, no one is stopping my happiness and kicking me down. I’m living my life for me and the one I love, no one else anymore. I have nothing to prove to anyone except to myself and the Lord.